A fifth of the fun on the fourth.

I hope everyone had an amazing fourth weekend. My three days consisted of visiting a new hotel on Friday, taking a random trip to Biloxi, singing an America-inspired mix the entire way back late Saturday evening and boating with good friends yesterday. Don't get me wrong I was very thankful to be included in the aquafest, but wondering how I became the fifth wheel on the fourth of July? I was left with no one to watch fireworks with--you guessed it: dateless with a capital "D"...this day had a lot to live up to considering one of my best fourths was spent in Tennessee. ...I need to quit worrying about the past if I ever want to get to the future though. This three day weekend left me with a lot of time to reflect. Reflect on the past year, reflect on what I accomplished and what I didn't, reflect on what went wrong and what went right....reflect on good decisions and bad. A year in the life of the country has passed and a year in my own life has almost passed. July is full of milestones, most of which I would like to forget but cannot. Good things have happened and some bad things too. Why is it that I place so much pressure on myself during my birth month and why can't I remember the good things that happened.....maybe it's the rain....or heat.I need to breathe and focus on the positive and be thankful for the good things and figure out my plan. Ciao~